i am not in advertising, i do not own a mac, nor do i have an acute understanding of modern technology, and i enjoy pretzels. the crunchiest pretzels. i don't do much in cold weather and i'm kind of scrappy and what i know is coffee, sex, the sand and the water, and the blues. i know the bright whites, too. people smiling makes me smile and joy brings me joy and tragedy is tragic and i relate. but. (there are always buts.) i should be doing something! something! maybe i'll start using a mac and make lots of money just to sit in front of it. it will surely make the world a better place to exist. my worst nights working only toward the next moment are better than my best days in a sweet-fuck-all cubicle.