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February 1, 2010

on words and actions through ears like mine.

when i attempt to decipher what people are trying to say, not only through words but through actions, the fragments of reason i find usually never amount to give me much of an answer. convincing arguments become so logical that it's hard to believe anything could be explained so easily. why is it so comprehensible? nobody is telling the whole truth all of the time, unless they disguise it as something else. with this in mind, the little mysteries of romances, friendships, and the most common interactions with people become more complex after i begin to analyze them, because through ears like mine, innocent modesty can turn ones words and actions into lies that were never intended to be lies at all. in fact, they began as truths. on the other hand, i have an imperfect understanding for people who say exactly what they mean. does that mean they meant exactly what they said?

usually, i mean what i say. but sometimes, i don't say what i mean.