i assume that these things are normally updated on a daily or weekly basis. i doubt i'll be using it as much as i had promised myself upon registering an account. i am moving to bed-stuy with gregory either tomorrow or tuesday. i'm ready, i know, but i'm afraid. i'd always planned on moving to the metro area, but i should have prepared myself more than i have. i really would like to take the collage he made me, but it fell off the shelf and the glass broke. i want to fix it so i can take it with us. i have a feeling domenick is going to chain me to my futon so i can't leave. mom and dad didn't seem so upset when i told them three months ago that i was planning on moving out again. i guess they didn't think i was serious. they've been really helpful with everything, and they understand that i need a major shove, a big lifestyle change to get me back on my feet. and if this doesn't do it, i don't know what will. i'm sure i'll be fine. i've been sick for a whole week now, and i've only digested about an eighth of the amount of food the average human should eat in a week. i'm withering away to nothing, and i find it difficult to accomplish small tasks. like...moving a chair, for instance. i think i'm allergic to the faux fur collar on my plaid vest. i'm itchy all over.